What a terrible days I am spending

Aajkal aafu dekhi aafailai dikka lagna thaleko chha. Asti Kathmandu gayera laxman Iteni laai bhetera aaye. Uslai bhetera pani khaassai special kura ta kehi pani bhayena tara pani "la timi room ko manage gara, timro room ko manage hune bittikai malai inform gara ma class ko manage garchhu, timi jun time ma bhanchhau tara i think timro lagi morning ko time suitable hunchha kinabhane din bhari studyo lagi time hunchha ani antai katai involve huna pani paainchha" bhanera suggestion paye tyo pani mero lagi nikai thulo kura gareko jastai bhayo. So I am thinking where to stay and how to manage the room. Pahile kura garda khera Deepak Upreti daile Saroj pani Kathmandu basera padhna lageko re, maile pani tyas sanga kura gareko thiye, taile intrest diyera kura nai gareko chhaina bhandai thiyo" bhannubhayo ani maile pani Saroj Dai sanga 3/4 palta jati kura gare but his ignorance told me it would be better if I stopped talking with him on this topic. Ani aaja bihana pani Dipak Daile malai sodhdai hunuhunthyo dui jana sangai basne hola ni bhanera ani maile pani bhanidiye ki I found he isa not intrested on that.

Ani I am thinking of making passport during the stay here at Hetaude because If i got any good oppertunity during the study period at Kathmandu tara kuro aayo paisa ma . Asti Labours lai diyera bacheko 7000/- ma alikati Kathmandu jada kharcha bhayo ani alikati ghar ma diye coz Sunita Didi is coming for Sutkeri stay. So that planning to use bank money, which I was keeping safe for only use in the worst situation.

Aajkal bihana uthna pani dikka lagera aauchha. Chaadai uthera pani k nai garnu chha ra? Aber samma sutyo ani alchi mandai uthera brush garera tea pasal tira gayo. Tyata gaye pani man milne manchhe(chhote, Suraj Dai,............) bhettauna nikai garo chha. Iniharu nai hun jo sanga ma harek man ma lageko kura dil kholera garna sakchhu ani thay also try to understand me. Chhote ghartira huda baru Madan ko pasal ma aayera carem bord khelera time pass garinthyo tara he also went kathmandu with Ashok Dai yesterday and dont know when will return? Tea pasal tira hallida hallidai 9.30/10.00 bajayera khanaa khane nihu le ghar tira aayo mom tadhai dekhi malai heriraheki jasto lagchha. Man ma jati nai tension bhaye pani bahiri haaso dekhaudai ghar aauchhu because tyattikai ghar ma basirahada pani mom malai bhanirahanu hunchha "dherai tension linu hudaina, ta dherai tension linchhas k, sab thik bhaihalchha ni.................." so that I dont want to show her that How much I am in tension. Khanaa khana pani apthyaaro lagera aauchha kaam dhaam kehi chhaina kehi jasto lagera dominate feel hunchha with myself.

Diuso TV herera time pass garau bhane pani 10 hrs load shedding per day so its very tough to spend a whole day staying at house. gaaughar tira yasso ghumna pani niskana man lagdaina, sabai laai spashtikaran didai hairan bhayera aauchhu, Kina chhadeko job? Kahile ko flight chha?.............etc etc I am fed up of such question and answers. Ma ta ma bhaihale , mao ko ta kurai nagarau jahile pani tension ma hagga ma aaune bato bhayena sandesh daile yasso bhanyo bishnu khanal le yasso bhanyo ani sabitri kaki le yasso bhanyo bhanera jahile pani kura garirahane ani maile pani aba dekhi yo barema kura gareko thaha paye bhane thik hudaina, ma milauchhu bhane pachi chup lagera basnu bhani dinchhu. Aakhir maile milauna sakne nai k po chha ra??????????????????????

K ho K maile bujhnai sakina

Hijo beluka dekhi ma nikai dodhaar ma chhu. Sandesh Dai sanga Bato ko kura gardakheri hunchha bhaihalchha ni bhane pahila ani asti kura garna jada kheri kanchho kaka le waha ko goth patti 2 mtr jati diye bhane majjale bato ramro hunthyo bhane ani ho pani bhanthanera kaki sanga kura garnus bhanera mom lai bhane. Beluki mom lai bhetda ta "Tyo Sandesh lai ma sanga kura garna bhannu na kasari bhanna sakdo rahechha? Tyaslai maile ghaderi bhanera tyo jagga becheko ho ra? Kaaili didi ma sanga "Mero barima jane bato bhayena kanchhi malai bato deu" bhanera gwaa gwaa royeko maile birsiyeko chha ra? malai tyo jagga bechna k aawashyak pareko thiyo tiniharulai sajilo hos aafnai khandaan kaa hun bhanera diyeko maile aaja tapailai apthyaro parda tiniharule nihu khojnu hunchha? tapaiharu chhai yahi khandaan ko haina ra?" bhannu bhayo re. Ani aba j bhaye pani aaja beluka ek palta kura garaula bhanera jaana aateko thiye gokul le call garyo ani dai ta sanga alikati kura garnu chha la bhaneko bhayera tyaslai bhetera matrai jaaula sandesh daiko ma bhanera tyaslai bhetna gaye.

Tyaslai bheteko matra thiye "Dai Jau baru tira" bhanyo ani tyo pani tension ma bhako jasto lagyo. Ani k bhayo bhanera sodheko ta "dai yo bishnu khanal ani sandesh bidari dui janai kharab manchhe rahechhan, maile tiniharuko kura sune." bhanyo ani ma ta danga pare ra kina ra oe bhanera sodhe. Ani tyasle diuso dui jana ko kura sunechha ani Khanal le Sandesh Dai lai bhandai thiyo re " ta tyaslai bato didai nade ani maile dinuparda jaha bata baato dinchhu tyo bhanda mathitira 2 lakk per gattha dine shart ma matraio dinchhu natra didai dinna" bhanera sallaha garirako rahechhan ani malai ek palta bhanidiu bhanera bolayeko rahechha.

ani malai sandesh dai ko ma jana pani man lagena ra sidhhai ghara jana lageko thiye ashok daile call garera khanal ko ghar ma bolayo tyaha purshottam aayeko bhayera taas khelna bolayeko rahechha ani ek chhin taas khelera ghara aayera sute. Aaja bihana Sunita didile call garnu bhaye chha ra marepani jagga bechnu pardaia ajha tyo namaraj bartaula lai baa ko jaad khane partner hunchha pachi gayera aafaile dukha paauchha bhanera bhane pachi mom ko pani jagga bechne plan cancelled bhako jasto lagya chha.
Aba kura rahyo paisa kasari manage garne bhanera khanal sanga 50/55 thau ta jasari bhaye pani linchhu, hisaab garne nai bhayo bhane pani tyatti ta aaram le aauchha ani pugena bhane pani 20000/- without intrest diula bhaneko chha j hos tyatti bolda pani dherai relif feel hudo rahechha.
ok lets see what will happen...................

म आजकल केही दिन देखि एक्लो जस्तो हुदै दिन काटिरहेको छू . लिवर को काम छोड़ने भनेर काका संग भने पछि त झन त्यों परिवार बाट पनि मैले पौने ब्यवहार मा आकाश पाताल को फरक पाउन थालेको छू, हिजो काका काठ्मांडू पुगेर मलाई कल गर्नु भो की मैले अंटी लाई चेक छोड़ी दिएको छू त्यों लिएर नरेश दाई लाइ २००००/- अणि क्यान्तिन वाला लाइ ३०००/- दे भन्नुभयो अनी मैले पनि हुन्छ भनेर अंटी संग गएर मागे. अनी कुन को हो? बी.के को चेक हो की ऐ.बी. को हो थाहा छीना त भन्नुभये पछि मैले चाहि एज युजल दुई वटा नै दिनुस अनी कुन चाहि मा छैन त्यही फिर्ता लिएर आउला भने, तर म माथी को बिस्वास सकिसकेको रहेछ रा तुरुन्तै काकालाई कल गरेर कुन चाहि चेक दिने हो भनेर सोध्नु भयो रा बी.के. को भन्ने जवाफ पाए पछि मलाई चेक दिनु भयो र कलम त तं संग होला क्यारे भरेर लैजा भन्नु भयो अनी मैले के बुझे भने मैले धेरै पैसा निकालेर मिसयूज गर्छ भनेर अंटी ले त्यसो गर्नुभयेछ ठीकै छ.

Paisaa ko laarobaar ma biswaas nagarnu ekdum thik ho tara pani hijo samma malai 4/5 wata blank checque chhodera hidne manchhe ko tyasto behaviour dekhe pachi chahi malai achammai lagera aayo. Asti kaka yuvraaj ko bihe ko lagi kathmandu janchhu bhandai hunuhunthyo tara lever ma dinbhari Deepak Daai sanga baseko dekhe ani malai bihanai chiya khane belama suraj daile 3.00 baje tira fursad milaau hai bhanu bhayeko bhayera ma 3.00 baje tira kunaal laai mero alikati kaam chha hai bhanera niskiye ta Jyoti Mahila, Ashok Dai, ani Suraj dai malai kurera school ma basiraheka rahechhan ani Bhaise jana lageko ali ali nasta khayera aaune hai bhanera tyatatira lagiyo. Tyata aliali khanpin garera Pashupatiko jaatra lagne din bhayeko bhayera hupra chaur tira lage ani tyaha gaye pachi malai tyahi ghar ek palta herna man lagyo jaha kehi samaya agadi jaana malai ekdumai ramaailo lagdathyo ra I remember ki first time khajaa khana bolayera jaada kheri paanile namajjale bhijeko ko ramaailo jun ma bulna chaahera pani bhulna sakdina ti ghatanaa haru aakha agadi jhaljhali aaye ani Ashok Dai le Bhai chinta nagar Kaala gaye gora aauchhan Baau Gaye chhora aauchhan k bhako ta mero jindagi ma ta ganera herya haina agi bharkhari 13 jana kt aaye bhanera ta eutai sanga le garda k sarho hang bhako?

Yastai ho ek tira yahi case le garda dimaag tens bhairahewko chha, arko tira khanaal niwaas ko ta kurai nagarau. jhan ahile ta Deepa le pani malai tens garaairaheko chhe. Jahile pani kehi kuro gardai gaye ani "Yo ta Bidari Khandaan Ko Khaasiyat Nai Ho Ni" bhanera bhanihalchhe jun I hate most. Ani maile Pradip and Sushil Dai bhayeko thau ma Malai yo kura gareko man parena tyasaile side lagera baseko bhane, sayad Pradip le tyo kura gayera ta bhanyo hola, and I understood that she wanted to be far weth the relationship that was betweem us. Chaahe yo choor athawaa Daaka kai khandaan kina nahos everyone should be proud of his family and relatives and maile tyaslai pahile pani bhaneko thiye ki i hate this kind of talkine and not once tyasle 2/3 palta maile bhanda bhandai pani dohoryai rahanchhe bhane maile k bujhne ta? yahi ki malaai down dekhayera she aafai lai nikai thulo khandaan ko bhanera pramanit garna chaahanchhe tara "Malaai pani Thaaha chha ko ko kati paani maa chha" bhanne kura, ani tyahi bhayera ma tyasko ghar trira pani aawat jaawat kam garna thaleko chhu.

my childhood pics and others

What a Nice reply

Few days ago maile www.forum.welovenepal.com ma gazal post gareko thiye jun yas kisim ko thiyoतपाईं नै भन्नुस् के हो टाइटल « on: July 14, 2008, 04:25:11 PM » Quote Modify --------------------------------------------------------------------------------
तिम्रा याद सङै झर्छन बिहानीमा शीतहरु
मात्र समाउछु कलम आँफै बन्छन गीत हरु।।।

साथ थियौ जब तिमी साथ थिए सबै मेरा
मात्र टाढा भयौ तिमी टाढिएछन मीत हरु।।।

एक झल्को मुस्कान देख्न तिम्रो मिठो अधरमा
तिमीलाई नै उपहार मेरा सयौ ।।।

कसम तोड्ने बानी रैछ तिमी धोके निस्ठुरीको
आँफै बनाइ आँफै तोड्यौ पिरतीका रीत हरु।।।।

Ani reply was like this from Ice and I think this one is perfect reply for my type of Gazal.

बिहानिको शीत सँगै झरे पनि याद हरु,
घाम का यि किरण सँग जुड्छन फेरी साथ् हरु,

अझै पनि मेरो मन मा तिमीलाई नै सजएको छु,
समाज ले भड्काइदिये बनी सकेका बात हरु,

तिमी बिना मुहारको हासो पनि खल्लो लाग्छ,
समेट्दैछु बिख्रिएर भात्किएका आँट हरु,

मुटु पोल्छ अझै मेरो निस्ठुरिको दाग लाग्दा,
तिमीले नै पढएका हौ पिरती का पाठ हरु,

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Yesterday I was at bed after meal and because of load shedding was just playing games on mobile and at that time Sushil bro miss called and I send MMS and he replied sorry I am at sieter's house now so plz we will meet tomorrow ok? and I replied like that "Tapain Pari nai bhayeko bhaye pani ma tyaha aaune thiyena, aba tyasto thulo khandaan bhako manchhe bhayeko ghar ma haami jasto khaasiyat nabhayeko khandaan ko manchhe ka aaunu haina ra?" ani chhotye didnt understand that mms and called me and I found he was at home and call him on the road. Meeting him I make him remember that Deepa's saying that "This is the speciality of Bidari Family" and he feel good because he was in dialema that i was angry with him.After that he told me that he talked with Binu and found that it will be fine if I stop thinking and talking about her. Listening that I told him "This is the same thing I have been telling you for 15 days ago I was right na?" And he replied "yes You were right"After that talk with him I feel very free because maile jati sukai bhane pani there was a littlew bit hope that she was positive but after that I was totally cleared. And now i haven't any thinking for her. If I meet her in future I have decided to talk without any hesitation.Ani arko kura aayo chhote sanga ko. Bade Dubai gaye pachi aajkal ma chhote sanga nikai najik bhayeko chhu chhote pani din bhari kaam hudaina ani kahile film herera ani kahile yata uta dulera time pass garna khojchha. Asti Passport banauna bhanera Saroj parajuli lai call gareko thiye office ma aaunu bhanyo ani tyaha gayera 3 hours jati wait gariyo tara didnt came. ani tyahi time ma usko ra mero bich ma dherai kuraharu bhayo usko Deepa sanga ko affair dekhi liyera mero Binu sanga kasari kuro agadi badhyo bhanne samma ko kuro bhaye pachhi usle la malai thaha bhayo Binu le u lkai like garchhe ma ek palta kura garera herchhu herchhu bhanyo ani maile pani kura gardai nagarnus yadi garnai pare pani mero tarpha bata down bhayera kuro gareko thaahaa paye bhane bholi palta dekhi ma sanga nabhete hunchha bhanidiye. Ani tyahi bhayera kura gareko rahechha ra tyo answer paye pachhi dangaa pareko chha ani tyo din malai k bhandai thiyo bhane yo keti ko jaat ekdum khattam hune rahechha no pani bhanne ani ful ma mahuri jhummiyeko jasto garera daya baya ghumayera rakhna pani khijne. Maile pani ekdum thiuk ho bhanera bhanidiye.Ani tyaha kaam nabane pachi ghara tira farkidai thiyau Bagthali ko ukalo ma Bishnu Khanal lai bhet bhayo US bata aako Yuvraj Khanal lai Kathmandu bata pick up garera aaudai rahechha ani malai rokyo ani 700/- diyera bajar bata sendo and panty liyera aaijo na bhanyo ani maile pani la la ma chikni terai din chha aaja bholi mero manchhe maile ja kaam lagaye pani hunchha bhanthaneko holas thik chha ahile bajar bata aaudai chha chaahiyeko kuro liyera aauna sakdaina thiyo ta bhanthane ani Chhote sanga chitta dukhaai ko kura gardai bajaar gayera liyera aaidiye.Asti keshav dai lai pani online ma bhet bhayeko thiyo ani malai gali gardai thiye ta jahile pani malai bhete pachi bholi nai kathmandu aayera padhna thalchu bhanchhas ani ma sanga chhuttine bittikai slow speed ma kehi pani gardainas bhanera ani maile haina dai maile ta aba job pani give up garin sake aba ta pakka aayera padchhu bhane ani ta study start garne bela ma malai contact gar bhandai hunuhunthyo. ok aba baaki arko din ma lekhaula.

Bike Accident

Yo jindagima pani k k hunchha k k? K sochera lever bata hideko thiye tara k bhayo????????/Dashai sakkisakeko thiyo sushil Dai Me Pradip ani Sandeep Dai IK ko ghar agadi ko dhunga ko thupro ma basera kura gariraheka thiyau. Sunitako phone aayo ani Rudai "Tapai ko ghar chheu ka manchhe haru ta kasta kasta rahechah Sujit Dai?" Bhani ani maile pani k bhayechha bhanera "K bhayo?" bhanera sodhe Ta Khanalni Hajuramale Sunita ko mamaghar, Dhorsing, Dashai ma gayeko belama "YO sunita ta jahile pani hamro ghar chheu ko keta sanga bike chadhera hidchhe, ani jahile pani tyaha gairahanchhe" bhanera duniya volt halidiyera aako rahechhan ani mamaghar bata sunita ko mom maita gako belama thaaha paye pachi Sunita sanga kura garechhan ani Sunita le malai bhani. Malai tyo bela dekhi Hajuraamako anuhaar pani herna man lageko chhaina. Ra malai lageko pani thiyena ki hajuraama tyatti ko paakhandi hunuhunchha bhanne, maile ta bujhe ki yastai ho bhanera tyo sunita lai kasto lagya hola bhanera malai ajhai pani achamma lagrako chha.Ani aaja ko kura Lever ma electrical yard ma haleko PCC ko bill dina gayeko thiye ani sabai ko rate pass bhaisakeko raichha tara stone soaling ko rate napayeko bhayera farkiyera aauna lageko thiye Laxman Maharjan le Tirtha Dahal ko ghar jana lageko aaja Bike liyera aako chhaina deu na bhanyo ra Xl ma petrol nabhayeko bhayera Ramelai timro bike deuna bhanera ghara aayeko thiye ghara aaune bittikai Hajuraama le aaja Kumar mama ko chhoriko barakhi re jasari bhaye pani aaunu bhannubhayeko chha malai puryaideu na la? bhannu bhayo ani maile pani lever ma hakim le bike mageko bhayera peterol halna jana lageko Tirtha Daiko ghar bata farkiye pachi ma aauchhu ni ta bhanera hide. Ani Bajar aaipugeko matra thiye Solution Nepal agadi euta fuchchi Bato katna lageko rahechha ani malai aairaheko dekhera kata jau kata bhayera bicha mai rokiye ani maile pani bheu nai paiyena ki kata jana lagi kata bhanera ra break handa handai tyaslai right hand side ko handle le lagyo ra bike oani tyahi mathi dhalna pugyo. Hatta na patta bike side lagayera Euta Rikshaw bolaye ani tyaslai ani tyasko aamalai rakhera ma pani tyasaima Hospital tira lage. Tyaha gayera medecine ani x-ray samet garera something 1000/- jati kharchha bhayo ani liscence JI. Pra. Ka. mai chhodera aaye. sochdai thiye ki aaja jindagi ma arko naya anubhav batuliyo chahe 1000/- kharchhai kina nahos, ajha dhanna 1000/- le matrai pugyo katai haat khutta nai bhachhiyeko bhaye ta babaal kharchha po hunthyo ta bhanne sochera chitta bujhaudai thiye hajuraama le call garnu bho ani maile pani Tirtha daiko ghar bata farkeka nai chhainan aaune bittikai ma aaihalchhu feri tiniharuko phone nai lagekio chhaina bhanera bhane ani turuntai mobile lai flight mode ma rakheko ahile samma open gareko chhaina