What a terrible days I am spending

Aajkal aafu dekhi aafailai dikka lagna thaleko chha. Asti Kathmandu gayera laxman Iteni laai bhetera aaye. Uslai bhetera pani khaassai special kura ta kehi pani bhayena tara pani "la timi room ko manage gara, timro room ko manage hune bittikai malai inform gara ma class ko manage garchhu, timi jun time ma bhanchhau tara i think timro lagi morning ko time suitable hunchha kinabhane din bhari studyo lagi time hunchha ani antai katai involve huna pani paainchha" bhanera suggestion paye tyo pani mero lagi nikai thulo kura gareko jastai bhayo. So I am thinking where to stay and how to manage the room. Pahile kura garda khera Deepak Upreti daile Saroj pani Kathmandu basera padhna lageko re, maile pani tyas sanga kura gareko thiye, taile intrest diyera kura nai gareko chhaina bhandai thiyo" bhannubhayo ani maile pani Saroj Dai sanga 3/4 palta jati kura gare but his ignorance told me it would be better if I stopped talking with him on this topic. Ani aaja bihana pani Dipak Daile malai sodhdai hunuhunthyo dui jana sangai basne hola ni bhanera ani maile pani bhanidiye ki I found he isa not intrested on that.

Ani I am thinking of making passport during the stay here at Hetaude because If i got any good oppertunity during the study period at Kathmandu tara kuro aayo paisa ma . Asti Labours lai diyera bacheko 7000/- ma alikati Kathmandu jada kharcha bhayo ani alikati ghar ma diye coz Sunita Didi is coming for Sutkeri stay. So that planning to use bank money, which I was keeping safe for only use in the worst situation.

Aajkal bihana uthna pani dikka lagera aauchha. Chaadai uthera pani k nai garnu chha ra? Aber samma sutyo ani alchi mandai uthera brush garera tea pasal tira gayo. Tyata gaye pani man milne manchhe(chhote, Suraj Dai,............) bhettauna nikai garo chha. Iniharu nai hun jo sanga ma harek man ma lageko kura dil kholera garna sakchhu ani thay also try to understand me. Chhote ghartira huda baru Madan ko pasal ma aayera carem bord khelera time pass garinthyo tara he also went kathmandu with Ashok Dai yesterday and dont know when will return? Tea pasal tira hallida hallidai 9.30/10.00 bajayera khanaa khane nihu le ghar tira aayo mom tadhai dekhi malai heriraheki jasto lagchha. Man ma jati nai tension bhaye pani bahiri haaso dekhaudai ghar aauchhu because tyattikai ghar ma basirahada pani mom malai bhanirahanu hunchha "dherai tension linu hudaina, ta dherai tension linchhas k, sab thik bhaihalchha ni.................." so that I dont want to show her that How much I am in tension. Khanaa khana pani apthyaaro lagera aauchha kaam dhaam kehi chhaina kehi jasto lagera dominate feel hunchha with myself.

Diuso TV herera time pass garau bhane pani 10 hrs load shedding per day so its very tough to spend a whole day staying at house. gaaughar tira yasso ghumna pani niskana man lagdaina, sabai laai spashtikaran didai hairan bhayera aauchhu, Kina chhadeko job? Kahile ko flight chha?.............etc etc I am fed up of such question and answers. Ma ta ma bhaihale , mao ko ta kurai nagarau jahile pani tension ma hagga ma aaune bato bhayena sandesh daile yasso bhanyo bishnu khanal le yasso bhanyo ani sabitri kaki le yasso bhanyo bhanera jahile pani kura garirahane ani maile pani aba dekhi yo barema kura gareko thaha paye bhane thik hudaina, ma milauchhu bhane pachi chup lagera basnu bhani dinchhu. Aakhir maile milauna sakne nai k po chha ra??????????????????????

K ho K maile bujhnai sakina

Hijo beluka dekhi ma nikai dodhaar ma chhu. Sandesh Dai sanga Bato ko kura gardakheri hunchha bhaihalchha ni bhane pahila ani asti kura garna jada kheri kanchho kaka le waha ko goth patti 2 mtr jati diye bhane majjale bato ramro hunthyo bhane ani ho pani bhanthanera kaki sanga kura garnus bhanera mom lai bhane. Beluki mom lai bhetda ta "Tyo Sandesh lai ma sanga kura garna bhannu na kasari bhanna sakdo rahechha? Tyaslai maile ghaderi bhanera tyo jagga becheko ho ra? Kaaili didi ma sanga "Mero barima jane bato bhayena kanchhi malai bato deu" bhanera gwaa gwaa royeko maile birsiyeko chha ra? malai tyo jagga bechna k aawashyak pareko thiyo tiniharulai sajilo hos aafnai khandaan kaa hun bhanera diyeko maile aaja tapailai apthyaro parda tiniharule nihu khojnu hunchha? tapaiharu chhai yahi khandaan ko haina ra?" bhannu bhayo re. Ani aba j bhaye pani aaja beluka ek palta kura garaula bhanera jaana aateko thiye gokul le call garyo ani dai ta sanga alikati kura garnu chha la bhaneko bhayera tyaslai bhetera matrai jaaula sandesh daiko ma bhanera tyaslai bhetna gaye.

Tyaslai bheteko matra thiye "Dai Jau baru tira" bhanyo ani tyo pani tension ma bhako jasto lagyo. Ani k bhayo bhanera sodheko ta "dai yo bishnu khanal ani sandesh bidari dui janai kharab manchhe rahechhan, maile tiniharuko kura sune." bhanyo ani ma ta danga pare ra kina ra oe bhanera sodhe. Ani tyasle diuso dui jana ko kura sunechha ani Khanal le Sandesh Dai lai bhandai thiyo re " ta tyaslai bato didai nade ani maile dinuparda jaha bata baato dinchhu tyo bhanda mathitira 2 lakk per gattha dine shart ma matraio dinchhu natra didai dinna" bhanera sallaha garirako rahechhan ani malai ek palta bhanidiu bhanera bolayeko rahechha.

ani malai sandesh dai ko ma jana pani man lagena ra sidhhai ghara jana lageko thiye ashok daile call garera khanal ko ghar ma bolayo tyaha purshottam aayeko bhayera taas khelna bolayeko rahechha ani ek chhin taas khelera ghara aayera sute. Aaja bihana Sunita didile call garnu bhaye chha ra marepani jagga bechnu pardaia ajha tyo namaraj bartaula lai baa ko jaad khane partner hunchha pachi gayera aafaile dukha paauchha bhanera bhane pachi mom ko pani jagga bechne plan cancelled bhako jasto lagya chha.
Aba kura rahyo paisa kasari manage garne bhanera khanal sanga 50/55 thau ta jasari bhaye pani linchhu, hisaab garne nai bhayo bhane pani tyatti ta aaram le aauchha ani pugena bhane pani 20000/- without intrest diula bhaneko chha j hos tyatti bolda pani dherai relif feel hudo rahechha.
ok lets see what will happen...................