What a terrible days I am spending

Aajkal aafu dekhi aafailai dikka lagna thaleko chha. Asti Kathmandu gayera laxman Iteni laai bhetera aaye. Uslai bhetera pani khaassai special kura ta kehi pani bhayena tara pani "la timi room ko manage gara, timro room ko manage hune bittikai malai inform gara ma class ko manage garchhu, timi jun time ma bhanchhau tara i think timro lagi morning ko time suitable hunchha kinabhane din bhari studyo lagi time hunchha ani antai katai involve huna pani paainchha" bhanera suggestion paye tyo pani mero lagi nikai thulo kura gareko jastai bhayo. So I am thinking where to stay and how to manage the room. Pahile kura garda khera Deepak Upreti daile Saroj pani Kathmandu basera padhna lageko re, maile pani tyas sanga kura gareko thiye, taile intrest diyera kura nai gareko chhaina bhandai thiyo" bhannubhayo ani maile pani Saroj Dai sanga 3/4 palta jati kura gare but his ignorance told me it would be better if I stopped talking with him on this topic. Ani aaja bihana pani Dipak Daile malai sodhdai hunuhunthyo dui jana sangai basne hola ni bhanera ani maile pani bhanidiye ki I found he isa not intrested on that.

Ani I am thinking of making passport during the stay here at Hetaude because If i got any good oppertunity during the study period at Kathmandu tara kuro aayo paisa ma . Asti Labours lai diyera bacheko 7000/- ma alikati Kathmandu jada kharcha bhayo ani alikati ghar ma diye coz Sunita Didi is coming for Sutkeri stay. So that planning to use bank money, which I was keeping safe for only use in the worst situation.

Aajkal bihana uthna pani dikka lagera aauchha. Chaadai uthera pani k nai garnu chha ra? Aber samma sutyo ani alchi mandai uthera brush garera tea pasal tira gayo. Tyata gaye pani man milne manchhe(chhote, Suraj Dai,............) bhettauna nikai garo chha. Iniharu nai hun jo sanga ma harek man ma lageko kura dil kholera garna sakchhu ani thay also try to understand me. Chhote ghartira huda baru Madan ko pasal ma aayera carem bord khelera time pass garinthyo tara he also went kathmandu with Ashok Dai yesterday and dont know when will return? Tea pasal tira hallida hallidai 9.30/10.00 bajayera khanaa khane nihu le ghar tira aayo mom tadhai dekhi malai heriraheki jasto lagchha. Man ma jati nai tension bhaye pani bahiri haaso dekhaudai ghar aauchhu because tyattikai ghar ma basirahada pani mom malai bhanirahanu hunchha "dherai tension linu hudaina, ta dherai tension linchhas k, sab thik bhaihalchha ni.................." so that I dont want to show her that How much I am in tension. Khanaa khana pani apthyaaro lagera aauchha kaam dhaam kehi chhaina kehi jasto lagera dominate feel hunchha with myself.

Diuso TV herera time pass garau bhane pani 10 hrs load shedding per day so its very tough to spend a whole day staying at house. gaaughar tira yasso ghumna pani niskana man lagdaina, sabai laai spashtikaran didai hairan bhayera aauchhu, Kina chhadeko job? Kahile ko flight chha?.............etc etc I am fed up of such question and answers. Ma ta ma bhaihale , mao ko ta kurai nagarau jahile pani tension ma hagga ma aaune bato bhayena sandesh daile yasso bhanyo bishnu khanal le yasso bhanyo ani sabitri kaki le yasso bhanyo bhanera jahile pani kura garirahane ani maile pani aba dekhi yo barema kura gareko thaha paye bhane thik hudaina, ma milauchhu bhane pachi chup lagera basnu bhani dinchhu. Aakhir maile milauna sakne nai k po chha ra??????????????????????