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Vastaavmai garho rahecha yo zindagi bujhna lai kahile kasto sochai, kahile k garne aat? ani kahile kahi ta yo zindagi dekhi nai biraktiyera audhaha bhayera aaune , lagcha ki yo umer kai dosh ho. Sachchai bhanne ho bhane " I am a great victim of dipression" I think because whenever malai kunai pani kaam ma alikati pani tension bhayo bhane "yasto tension kaam I cant do it" but there are no other way so that compelled to contineau that particula job. Only I know ki kati palta maile nepal lever ko kaam aba ek chin pani gardina bhanera man mareko but jo kohi pani mero tyo kaam ko positive aspect ko barema alikati matrai pani explain garidiyo bhane a yo kaam bhanda ramro kaam ta ma k pauchu ra bhanne jasto feelings aaune.When now a days I think deeply about my job I am satisfied because I havent any loan though I have complitted tow huge responsibilities of Boby's marriage and Mom's operation. Honestlo saying Sunita didiko bihe ma ta maile dherai tenson linu PARENA SHE HERSELF IS A GREAT PERSONALITY ON NOT ONLY ON MY VIEW BUT ALL WHO KNOW HER THINK SO. HAVING SUCH TENSION SHE DICIDED TO GET INGAGED WITH UTTAM BHINAJU .ZINDAGIKO 23TH BASANTA PAAR GARISAKDA PANI MAILE AHILESAMMA THAHA CHHAINA KI YO LAMO ZINDAGI KASARI BITNECHHA BHANNE. KAHILE KAHI KOREA JANE ANI 2/4 BARSA TYATAI BASERA AAUNA PAYE ALI ALI PAISA PANI KAMAINTHYO ANI YATAI KEHIA GARNA PANI SAKINTHYO BHNNE SOCHAI PANI AAUCHA, ANI KAHILE KAHI ARU NAI KUNAI DESH PO JANE KI PANI BHANNE LAGERA AAUCHA. BASTAAV MA BHANNE HO BHANE AHILE MA JUN KAAM MA INVOLVE CHHU TYO KAAM PANI AAPHAI MA NARAMRO KAAM HAINA. BUT I AM NOT QUIET CONFIDENT ON IT. MA SABAI KAAM AAPHAI GARNA TAYAR HUNCHU TARA ARULAI KAAM LAGAUNA MALAI EKDUMAI GARHO LAGCHA. MA BOLDAI NABOLNE MANCHE PANI HAINA , SATHIHARUKO MAJHMA MA JATIKO JOKER KOH PANI CHHAINA, BUT KASTO KASTO MA AAPHAI BHANNA SAKDINA. ASTI BHARKHAR KO KURA UNCLE LE KTM JANE BELAMA MALAI CBZ BIKE CHODERA JANUBHAYO ANI KASAILE PANI YO BIKE MAGYO BVHANE MALAI NASODHI NADE BHANNUBHAYO TARA ARKO DIN RISHI AAYERA SIMARA BANK KO PAISA TIENA JANU PARYO BHANERA BIKE MAGYO ANI UNCLEKAI CALL GARE NALAGEPACHI DIYERA PATHIDIYE. ANI UNCLE KTM BATA AAYERA SODHNU BHAYO KHOI N\BHANERA MAILE BHANIDIYE ANI BEKAARMA GALI MATRA KHANU PARYO. EK PALTA GALI KHAYE PACHI TA NADIYE HUNTHYO NI TARA SAME CASE HAPPENED AGAIN AND AHILE CHAHI SANJAY KO BIKE CHODIDIYERA CBZ MA LOCK GARERA JANUBHAYEKO CHHA.