Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Today I realize that how much i am influenced by him and his family now a days i use to answer like that " I think yes", "I heard so" when somebody ask me about him and his situation. Because from few days ago I started to think that i am not from his family to find his every steps and situation so that i use i think so and i heard so though i know everything about him.Now a days i am fighting with myself for my own identity. malai ramrari yaad chha ki ma sanai chhada jaba kaka gharma hunthe ma unle j bhane pani nai bhandina the ra thokuwa garera ahile pani bhanna sakchhu ki aja samma pani kehi kuralai nai bhaneko chhaina. Ma tyo belama pani unlai tyattikai mandathe jaba uni kehi pani baneka thiyenan malai tyo sab kura yaad chha jaba ma uni sangai tyo purano gharma sutdathe kina bhane unilai eklai sutne baani thiyena ani arko kura ma sanga pani unle ti sabai kura gardathe jun aru sanga nagareko holan ani ma pani kasailai pani nabhaneko kura pani unailai bhanda the.lekhda lekhdai Deepa le call gari Aunt lai liyera uncle Bharatpur jana lageko re ma pani januparne bhannu bhayeko chha daile ma ahile hupra chaur ma chhu malai chittai lina aaunu na bhani tyasaile baki ek chin pachi lekhaula. Today I realize that how much i am influenced by him and his family now a days i use to answer like that " I think yes", "I heard so" when somebody ask me about him and his situation. Because from few days ago I started to think that i am not from his family to find his every steps and situation so that i use i think so and i heard so though i know everything about him.Now a days i am fighting with myself for my own identity. malai ramrari yaad chha ki ma sanai chhada jaba kaka gharma hunthe ma unle j bhane pani nai bhandina the ra thokuwa garera ahile pani bhanna sakchhu ki aja samma pani kehi kuralai nai bhaneko chhaina. Ma tyo belama pani unlai tyattikai mandathe jaba uni kehi pani baneka thiyenan malai tyo sab kura yaad chha jaba ma uni sangai tyo purano gharma sutdathe kina bhane unilai eklai sutne baani thiyena ani arko kura ma sanga pani unle ti sabai kura gardathe jun aru sanga nagareko holan ani ma pani kasailai pani nabhaneko kura pani unailai bhanda the.lekhda lekhdai Deepa le call gari Aunt lai liyera uncle Bharatpur jana lageko re ma pani januparne bhannu bhayeko chha daile ma ahile hupra chaur ma chhu malai chittai lina aaunu na bhani tyasaile baki ek chin pachi lekhaula.